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  • god bless you
    in ello! Comment by bigeee July 2008
  • welcome along
  • i know that song its by lil wayne listen i know my music but she sent me that song when i said i want to leave out of your life and i was getting mad cause she did not know how to express her feelings but i thought at the same time she did notlove m…
  • take a look on the bottom of my post i said i know its a song
  • i really doubt that it means nothing mate
  • i took my anger out on her in a way. how many of you have seen your father go up to yourown mother and open her wrist up for crying for her own mothers death?or have seen your father run after your mother with a knife or try to choke her to death? t…
  • honestly what i went through felt like egypt this is america but yet again i had threats from muslims so much pressure and my parents always fighting it drove me crazy to the point of i actually want to kill myself i really miss her so much and i re…
  • but ultemtelty they are disrespecting JESUS CHRIST with al lthis violence oh wow for example i am not muslim come blow up my house or behead me it makes me sick
  • you are right but also remember this we are also human and we are prone to feelings it bugs me so much makes me so angry of what is going on err these people just when the ywalk you see the irrogence on them it makes me sick
  • you know what guys i just asked a question and its your choice weather you guys awnser or not. im here trying to share my joy and rejoice in my christian faith as you guys know i was a born muslim and i was saved.is it about arguing or are we forget…
  • who knows what she had in her heart she could have been a living saint amongest us and we would not even know. it is about what is in peoples heart.jesus preaches love and she could have had the most lovable actions and heart.maybe she did not go to…
  • hi it has taking me 14 months with my current foc i use to go to anthor foc but due to distance it only lasted 4 months before this foc and not to much bible study for me because i have so many christian friends so i was knoaladgble from the very be…
  • no not in the local church for saftey reasons he said in anthor state
  • and i am sorry i posted this topic in the wrong forum when it should be in perrsonal issue section please forgive me
  • you know what hurts the most is that i always put all my needs second to hers and i always was there for her and she knew that and she told me that she would hold my hand through life and that day she stops being there for me is the day she closes h…
  • i want to be baptized so badily i am so close i can feel it abuna just asked me to fast wenesday and fridays and i have been going to church for about 2 years now so it is not a matter of if i want to do it but of me constently thiniking of when it …
  • you actually have to be in this friendship to know i loved her.. sometimes when people love someone so much it makes them do the weirdest stupiedest things.. i just got caughtup in my emotions and did not know how to handle it
  • an update ..yesterday abouna took the girls number and her brothers nuber..i told abouna everything..i told him wha tthe girl means to me and what her brother means to me.. what do you guys think abouna will do.? i really hope it gets fixed.
  • thank you very much and you will be in my prayers. i really hope she comes back.
  • yes i have i have read that whole book.. but also we all make mistakes..just because i made a mistake does not mean i do not love her.. it is that i cared so much i tried to do everything in my power to save us but i over did it and i showed my hurt…
  • that is the only way i threatned her.. but it was out of frustration iwas never going to go to her parents and say i bought her the phone. i really just wanted to fix things with her but i expressed the wrong emotions.the intention was to make thing…
  • but why would she tell me i will always be there for you and the day i stop being there for you is the day i close my eyes. i mean i do admit i threatned to tell her parents about the phone.. but that was me showwing her frustration because i wanted…
  • :(i tried talking to her last night on aim and she said im sorry i just cant do it no more.then i tired again she said im sorry im not a horrable person but i just cant do it anymore... i poured my heart out to her..i never meant to hurt her we hav…
  • i hope so because i really am stuggling without her she was so important to me.so special to me i saw how pure she was.i always put my needs 2nd to hers because i love her so much
  • honestly please do not get mad but it is imachurity i can speak from experance
  • i feel so bad for what i did and i am very close to her brother and he told me she went to abona cause she was scared cause im an idiot who threatned her cause i bought her a phone and threatned to tell her parents that i bought her the phone..cause…
  • ok this sex situation is from 7 or 8 months ago.. now this time it is because i was mean to her and said mean things to her.. i really felt as if the whole world was against me..i feel so ashamed to even be alive right now.i proved to her that i lov…
  • i understand that but i have my whole life to grow spirtually i mean yes i know anyone can die at anytime buti have worked so hard to try to become christan since september of 06. i have went through hell honestly im sorry for the laungauge.but it i…